Somewhere Over the Rainbow...

Someday, I'll wish upon a star, Wake up where the clouds are far behind me. Where trouble melts like lemon drops, High above the chimney top, That's where you'll find me. Oh, somewhere, over the rainbow, bluebirds fly, And the dreams that you dare to dream do really come true. The colors of the rainbow, so pretty in the sky, I hear babies cry, and I watch them grow, They'll learn much more than we'll know. And I think to myself: What a wonderful world!

Friday, October 10, 2008

Reality Sinking In

I am sitting here making a picture dvd for Bella's shower this weekend at the lake, of course the music is Somewhere Over the Rainbow...and I'm crying :)
Looking at the pictures from the hospital it all feels so surreal, so long ago not 7 weeks ago. I am still so amazed she is here. The other morning I was in the kitchen and I heard her make a noise, it's not that I forgot that I had a baby but every once in a while it catches me off guard and I just smile. She's here and we are so blessed to have her...I can't believe how lucky we are.

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Our Journey

November 2006: Started working with an RE.
December 2006: IUI w/ Clomid, not pregnant.
January 2007: IUI w/Clomid, not pregnant.
February 2007: IUI w/ Clomid, pregnant, miscarriage possible ectopic given methotrexate.
April/May 2007: 1st IVF, 2 embryos transferred, not pregnant.
June 2007: 2nd IVF, 3 embryos transferred. Pregnant with singleton, miscarriage 6 weeks.
September 2007: 3rd IVF w/PGD...all embryos abnormal, no transfer.
October 2007: 4th IVF w/PGD, 2 embryos transferred.
November 2007: I'm pregnant!!!!!!! Singelton.
February 2008: It's a boy!!! Samuel Luke/Liam...hadn't decided.
February 2008: Lost our baby boy at 19 weeks, no known reason. D&E.
April 2008, decided to adopt met with lawyer.
May 2008: Pregnant naturally, miscarriage at 6 weeks.
June 2008: Exploritory surgery, D&C.
June 2008: Chosen by a birthmother, due in 8 weeks with a baby girl!!
August 21, 2008: Isabella Lily is born!!!!!!!!!!!! At hospital for her birth, 7 days later she was ours!!
January 2009: Pregnant naturally, another miscarriage at 5 weeks.
March 2009: Surprise, we're pregnant and this one is the one!! Due December 14th.
September 20,, 2009: Henry Joseph enters the world at 27 weeks 6 days