Today is tough..one year ago we found out we lost our baby boy. There probably has not been a single day i have not thought about that. One year ago today was also the day we decided to adopt and we have spent every single day of the last 6 months smiling because of our little girl. All that can happen in one year can make your head spin.
I really thought I would have a harder time today than I have had, actually the days leading up have been even tougher, like a count down to D day was going through my head... just remembering those words "i'm sorry there is no longer a heartbeat..." Now that it is here I am trying to focus all that we have gained since. If we hadn't made the decision to adopt that day then we would not have Bella. She makes us smile and laugh and thank God every day. We are so lucky to have her as our daughter :)
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