Forever Since I posted!

Yup it's been a while.

Everything is going great..still pregnant and Bella is still amazing :) we're both growing like crazy.

Bella is soo close to walking, she took a step today and by the look on her face it was a total accident and one she was not going to repeat. However, she will walk holding just one of our hands and uses everything as her walker..even the Sadie. She walked all around the mall yesterday pushing her own stroller!

The pregnancy is going strong, I am almost 19 weeks. Pretty sure we felt the baby last week..but nothing since. I do have my trusty heart monitor, so whenever I am nervous it helps tremendously. We've been going to the Dr every other week since the beginning and having regular scans, that helps alot too. We decided not to find out what the baby is which is total opposite of what i have always felt but i think it's a little mental protection. It's hell of alot more real when you know what the baby is and the baby has a name, I'm not prepared for that again. 19 weeks exactly is when we found out we lost our baby boy, that's coming up...so is July 19th..the day we would have met him. It's hard to wish things had turned out different because then we would not have Bella and there is no way we'd wish that. She makes every day so awesome :)

Bella is almsot 11 months...can't believe it!!
Her favorite things:

To Play With...remote controls, sunglasses and phones

To Eat...Anything but peas! So far for people food she's had bacon, pancakes, chicken, steak, yogurt, potatoes, apples, strawberries

To Say..."what's up?"..or something that sounds exactly like that, Dada is still a favorite and Mama only happens when she is hungry, go figure ;)

Jamie is out golfing right now so Bella and I had a little photo session, trying to get a picture for her birthday invitation.